August 2009
20 posts
All I do is sleep and get reminded of you.
This song doesn’t quite fit perfectly, but its as close as any I can think of.
For what its worth it was more smiles than sorrows. I’ve been doing some thinking and trying to get my shit straight. I realized I was treating you like the one that came before, and that just ain’t right. Distance for different reasons, but I didn’t see it till it was too late. I...
dryer sheets and moo moos.
Tonight I find myself nostalgic, one of the memories banging around in my head is the trip my family took to North Dakota a few years ago. Not so much the trip itself but the memory of my sister and me smoking weed in the nonsmoking hotel room. We only had one joint, and that’s all we had for the entire trip. The main thing I remember is us making a doob tube out of what we could find in the...
The stars fell tonight.
For as long as I can remember I have always gazed at the stars and wondered about life. I have always looked to the sky for some sign of relevance or direction. Yet tonight has completely blown me away. I can’t put into words the way I truly feel, yet, I can only say that I am left filled with wonder. Tonight is one of those rare nights that perhaps only happens once in a lifetime. I walked...
Have you ever?
Felt better about yourself after hearing about someone who sucks at life worse than you? Yeah, well I just did.
Sometimes
I am insane, but not right now.
Looking at the stars.
She gave me the moon tonight. The stars explained everything to me. I will probably be the only one that knows what this means. However, this post is only meant for a Sagittarius and a Taurus.
Dreaming
We are both dreamers, and together we can make anything a reality.
You know the feeling, I do too.
It’s amazing that something so beautiful can seem so frightening.
When even words fail.
I was falling apart tonight. Full of anxiety and frightened by something unknown. I needed support and understanding.
You did what no one has been able to do before. You stuck by my side when I needed you most, you showed me you cared, you reassured me, and helped me regain the sense of well being that had strayed from me.
We haven’t met, yet you were able to cease something not even my...
Frenzy
(I wrote this earlier tonight while at a diner and decided to include it on here.) I’m spooked. Compelled to run like some animal frightened by ever little unknown thing in the wind. I don’t know why I get this way or how long it will last. Just reassure me, tell me everything is ok. I don’t understand why I am like this. I feel like something inside is being ripped apart but don’t...
Just so you know.
I think about you all the time, and it always makes me smile.
I will be ok.
I promise.
Sometimes I forget that the same sky that can produce so much sunshine can create rain.
I hope so.
I dont know if what I say helps, just know I have faith in you.
Meaning
Some day I hope to show you how much you mean to me.
July 2009
21 posts
error message.
It’s hard to read a closed book, and this is one tome I refuse to pry open. Instead, I am going to sit here patiently, pray that the story has a happy ending, and hope that I play a meaningful role in the plot.
I quit.
Fuck it I quit, at everything. Im done, fuck off, leave me alone. (All but one of you) I haven’t had any cigarettes this week, I’m sober, I’m cranky as fuck and stressed out. </3
Worries.
I worry too much about things I have no power over, its one of my downfalls. This is no profound statement, just a fact.
Human
Standing in a summer rain, with a smile on my face and sadness behind my eyes, both with unknown origins, only a host. I feel human again, and I can’t shake the feeling you are partially responsible.
Lets go.
Take my hand, we can go anywhere, all that matters is that you are with me.
Just some things.
What I am bad at: sleeping.
What I am good at: making a fool out of myself.
Fuck you its early.
My head feels like a dog took a shit in it, my neck is sore, my throat burns from too many whiskey sours, I have only had 4 hours of sleep, but I wouldn’t have it any other way. Leave it to a Danish girl to show you a good time in your hometown.
Dreaming in Fiction
My odd dreams have returned! Last night’s was one where my sister, her friend, and I were walking through an open air mall and I was getting into fights with people because I saw them doing something evil. Each time I would make my sister hold my soda so I could do so. (It was a 42oz drink with a crazy straw that I valued more than I should have.) At one point I remember partially scalping a...
alone
In the last few years I have only felt truly alone twice. Once was last night.
I make my return.
Dear friends, I am sorry I have been missing. I have traveled the country, made amazing friends, and now I have returned to you. A friend of mine scolded me for my neglect. She reminded me that I have an obligation to my readers, if you people do read this shit, and that I must give them something to read. So with that I make my return.
May 2009
1 post
April 2009
6 posts
For the press and Julene
For immediate release:
J. TROUBLE’S FORMAL APOLOGY
St. Louis April 15- At around 1 AM CST John Trouble, member of GodsGirls.com and known online instegator, called a press conference and made a formal apology to one, Julene Horowitz, for his deliberate abuse of her mental faculties. During the conference he announced, “I miscalculated how Julene would respond to the link I...
Latenight cruisin
Driving to a different state of consciousness, hoping to crash into my true self. Running on E and propelled by something unknown. The car is about to give up but I’m not. Searching for the intangiable, something unending, something that few people find, and many more will never understand. Let me run into enlightenment, or let my weary bones forever rest broken in a twisted and bent pile of...
TO THE PRESS:
annaliese:
For Immediate Release:
THIS BLOG IS A WONDERLAND
Los Angeles March 31, 2009- Annaliese Nielsen owner of GodsGirls.com made a public announcement on twitter at approximately 11pm this evening in order to dispel some accusations that she and long time boyfriend Andrew have split. “Andrew and I didn’t break up. Those ‘sad’ entries on my tumblr are not about anything in real life....
March 2009
11 posts
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