August 2009
20 posts
All I do is sleep and get reminded of you.
This song doesn’t quite fit perfectly, but its as close as any I can think of.
For what its worth it was more smiles than sorrows. I’ve been doing some thinking and trying to get my shit straight. I realized I was treating you like the one that came before, and that just ain’t right. Distance for different reasons, but I didn’t see it till it was too late. I...
dryer sheets and moo moos.
Tonight I find myself nostalgic, one of the memories banging around in my head is the trip my family took to North Dakota a few years ago. Not so much the trip itself but the memory of my sister and me smoking weed in the nonsmoking hotel room. We only had one joint, and that’s all we had for the entire trip. The main thing I remember is us making a doob tube out of what we could find in the...
The stars fell tonight.
For as long as I can remember I have always gazed at the stars and wondered about life. I have always looked to the sky for some sign of relevance or direction. Yet tonight has completely blown me away. I can’t put into words the way I truly feel, yet, I can only say that I am left filled with wonder. Tonight is one of those rare nights that perhaps only happens once in a lifetime. I walked...
Have you ever?
Felt better about yourself after hearing about someone who sucks at life worse than you? Yeah, well I just did.
Sometimes
I am insane, but not right now.
Looking at the stars.
She gave me the moon tonight. The stars explained everything to me. I will probably be the only one that knows what this means. However, this post is only meant for a Sagittarius and a Taurus.
Dreaming
We are both dreamers, and together we can make anything a reality.
You know the feeling, I do too.
It’s amazing that something so beautiful can seem so frightening.
When even words fail.
I was falling apart tonight. Full of anxiety and frightened by something unknown. I needed support and understanding.
You did what no one has been able to do before. You stuck by my side when I needed you most, you showed me you cared, you reassured me, and helped me regain the sense of well being that had strayed from me.
We haven’t met, yet you were able to cease something not even my...
Frenzy
(I wrote this earlier tonight while at a diner and decided to include it on here.) I’m spooked. Compelled to run like some animal frightened by ever little unknown thing in the wind. I don’t know why I get this way or how long it will last. Just reassure me, tell me everything is ok. I don’t understand why I am like this. I feel like something inside is being ripped apart but don’t...
Just so you know.
I think about you all the time, and it always makes me smile.
I will be ok.
I promise.
Sometimes I forget that the same sky that can produce so much sunshine can create rain.
I hope so.
I dont know if what I say helps, just know I have faith in you.
Meaning
Some day I hope to show you how much you mean to me.