Frenzy
(I wrote this earlier tonight while at a diner and decided to include it on here.)
I’m spooked. Compelled to run like some animal frightened by ever little unknown thing in the wind. I don’t know why I get this way or how long it will last. Just reassure me, tell me everything is ok. I don’t understand why I am like this. I feel like something inside is being ripped apart but don’t know what. Its a feeling I am familiar with but one I can never seem to get used to. I wish I could share this right now, I wish someone could fully understand, I wish I could understand.
Maybe it’s me.
Maybe it’s everyone else.
Maybe I don’t know.
Maybe it’s school.
Maybe it’s summer.
Maybe it’s the lack of sleep.
Maybe it’s the medication.
Maybe it’s the caffeine.
Maybe it’s all in my head.
Maybe it’s the world around me.
Maybe it’s everything.
Maybe it’s nothing.
I don’t know; just tell me everything will be fine.
Sometimes I need to hear it.
